my mother's final days T.T

18 MARCH 2012 is the most super bad days in my life. My precious mother had passed away after she had suffered a disease for almost 3 years. My mother is 44 years old and she had a cancer since I was in form 2. She passed away after isha' prayer. The day before, we stayed with her and showed all our love to her, but at that point, she could no longer speak, or look around.. It was so heartbreaking to see her laying in bed, her breathing labored and slow. I have never been able to tell anyone about my mother's lost. It such a long story and I could not be able to write so detail about it. The most I could say that I was there when she died. 


            As all other mothers, she is sweet, caring and a great mother. We were so close. She was my best friend in the world. Until now I can't see FROGs, I will cry, cry and CRY because it is the last laugh that I hear and the last joke before her last breath. Thinking, and crying. Its like i'm half dead without you mom:'(


~ I HOPE ALLAH WILL ANSWER MY PRAYERS TO MEET AGAIN MY MOTHER IN THE JANNAH~

last picture with my mother

- masjid besi, live show maulidur rasul celebration of national 2011-

happy moment in my life

There is not only one moment in my life that i can share, but, a lot of them that i am not even able to describe them with any words. If i talk about the happiest moment of life, it is when i got my PMR result. I shall never be able to forget it. It was 22nd December 2011. I had been counting days very anxiously for the day when PMR result would be announced.


At 11am, the result was announced by Teacher Rashidah. I was so nervous. i heard that 101 students got 9A's. A lot of my friends got 9A's. I was speechless when i got my result. I got a flying colour result! i was so grateful to Allah.

After getting my result, i called my family. they were all waiting anxiously. I told them about my result and they were so happy and proud of me, In the night, my family and i got out for dinner. We ate Satay Kajang at Haji Samuri. It was absolutely delicious.

i will miss the moment for sure

i love Allah so much ♥

 

Dear Allah SWT,


Some days, I worry about my actions and thoughts.

Some days, I wonder if what I’m doing is right.

But then, I remember You are the One to look to.

The One I should trust in most.

You are the Giver of Mercy.

And I love you.

this is me:)

hello and assalamualaikum.. welcome to my new blog. This blog is for english subject only. saya kene  I have to speak in english. so agak berterabur sikit  many english broken maa~  okay now I would like to introduce myself. my name is NUR ASYIKIN BT MOHD ABD MALIK. I have so many nickname such as mae, syima, syikin, nur pon boleh.  teachers in school call me SYIKIN, putera call me SYIMA,  and puteri call me MAE. junior call me KAK syima KAK syikin KAK syimae muahaha. senior call me SYIKIN MALIK. oke dah cukup.  many people thought that I am like arrogant, dumb, and not friendly but actually they are wrong ! aku senanye gilegile actually, I am talkative. I like to tarannum and laugh muahahaXD tak ya la kenal banyak2 ok that's all for today. tata. have a nice day !